seether

i know that i need to 'blog'. i just can't find the words. yeah right, me? speechless?

it's been a tough couple of weeks, and there is only a shimmer of light at the end of the tunnel.

the main issue weighing on my mind deals with me and my pilot. we are still together, but there are some very serious problems right now.
so serious in fact, that i am not able to air them publicly.
needless to say, it's stressful.
oh well. they say that what doesn't kill you will make you stronger. pffft!

other big issues of late...
boo is leaving tomorrow for college.
he did get accepted into his college of choice in NYC, but changed his mind (again).
fortunately, he is only (?) going to USF. which is a 3 hour drive from me.
i am having serious 'empty nest' syndrome going on.

i did pass my real estate licensing exam, so now i am a full fledged real estate associate. i have no idea where to go from here with it...

i stopped smoking on july 5th.
i started smoking august 13th.

in 2 weeks, i will be in las vegas, so that is something to look forward to.
i am going with poo & the boys.
i really need a vacation right now.
and a cigarette.

maybe i will write more later.
maybe not.

~Luv

song lyric of the day: "frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never
fail...and so we go back to the remedy"